???????离?????开?????学?????校?????时?????，?????天?????sE?????已?????有?????些?????昏?????暗?????，?????我?????背?????着?????淡?????蓝?????sE?????的?????背?????包?????在?????附?????近?????游?????走?????。?????若?????是?????平?????常?????，?????没?????地?????方?????好?????去?????的?????我?????，?????定?????是?????毫?????不?????犹?????豫?????地?????回?????到?????住?????处?????，?????但?????今?????天?????不?????知?????怎?????麽?????着?????，?????对?????回?????住?????处?????有?????着?????莫?????名?????的?????排?????斥?????感?????。
???????随?????意?????地?????走?????在?????街?????上?????，?????却?????也?????只?????能?????不?????断?????的?????向?????前?????走?????，?????不?????知?????道?????究?????竟?????有?????哪?????里?????是?????自?????己?????可?????以?????停?????下?????来?????歇?????息?????的?????地?????方?????。?????不?????只?????是?????去?????处?????，?????生?????命?????中?????，?????我?????不?????也?????同?????样?????找?????不?????到?????能?????让?????自?????己?????稍?????作?????休?????息?????的?????地?????方?????，?????其?????实?????找?????到?????了?????又?????如?????何?????？?????我?????就?????会?????让?????自?????己?????停?????下?????歇?????息?????吗?????？?????答?????案?????定?????然?????是?????否?????。?????为?????什?????麽?????？?????我?????不?????知?????道?????。?????而?????原?????因?????，?????亦?????不?????重?????要?????。
???????每?????天?????放?????学?????後?????除?????了?????住?????处?????，?????我?????会?????去?????的?????地?????方?????也?????就?????只?????有?????莞?????莞?????和?????图?????书?????馆?????，?????不?????，?????应?????该?????????，?????一?????直?????以?????来?????我?????都?????极?????度?????讨?????厌?????去?????适?????应?????新?????的?????地?????方?????，?????所?????以?????从?????高?????中?????搬?????到?????住?????处?????开?????始?????，?????不?????论?????是?????放?????学?????、?????放?????假?????或?????任?????何?????时?????候?????，?????我?????会?????想?????到?????的?????去?????处?????就?????只?????会?????有?????这?????些?????地?????方?????。
???????在?????街?????上?????闲?????晃?????了?????好?????一?????阵?????子?????，?????突?????然?????下?????起?????毛?????毛?????雨?????，?????雨?????水?????随?????着?????微?????风?????飘?????散?????在?????夜?????空?????中?????，?????细?????雨?????飘?????落?????在?????脸?????上?????，?????带?????来?????凉?????意?????。?????我?????站?????在?????雨?????中?????，?????感?????受?????雨?????水?????的?????沁?????凉?????，?????丝?????毫?????没?????有?????要?????躲?????雨?????的?????意?????思?????，?????就?????是?????享?????受?????，?????单?????纯?????享?????受?????着?????雨?????水?????的?????润?????泽?????。
???????雨?????势?????越?????来?????越?????大?????，?????原?????本?????的?????毛?????毛?????细?????雨?????成?????了?????倾?????盆?????大?????雨?????。?????转?????眼?????，?????只?????剩?????我?????独?????自?????一?????人?????站?????在?????大?????雨?????下?????。?????我?????抬?????起?????头?????面?????朝?????天?????空?????，?????阖?????上?????双?????眼?????，?????倾?????听?????雨?????水?????落?????在?????街?????景?????上?????的?????滴?????答?????声?????、?????感?????受?????大?????雨?????打?????在?????身?????上?????的?????气?????势?????，?????任?????由?????它?????浸?????Sh?????自?????己?????。
???????豆?????大?????的?????雨?????滴?????打?????在?????身?????上?????，?????明?????明?????全?????身?????无?????所?????遁?????形?????，?????肌?????肤?????不?????断?????被?????雨?????侵?????打?????，?????x?????口?????的?????跳?????动?????感?????却?????异?????常?????清?????晰?????。
???????我?????在?????想?????，?????如?????果?????此?????刻?????松?????懈?????自?????己?????，?????让?????泪?????水?????流?????下?????，?????是?????不?????是?????可?????以?????假?????装?????那?????是?????雨?????水?????？
???????终?????究?????，?????我?????还?????是?????没?????有?????允?????许?????自?????己?????。
???????不?????该?????有?????泪?????水?????，?????不?????该?????表?????现?????出?????笑?????以?????外?????的?????表?????情?????，?????不?????该?????表?????现?????出?????快?????乐?????以?????外?????的?????情?????绪?????，?????不?????该?????让?????冷?????漠?????透?????出?????，?????应?????该?????一?????直?????笑?????着?????，?????让?????全?????世?????界?????都?????认?????为?????我?????是?????快?????乐?????的?????，?????想?????到?????这?????我?????不?????禁?????苦?????笑?????，?????同?????时?????泪?????水?????Sh?????润?????了?????双?????眼?????，?????濒?????临?????溃?????堤?????。
???????什?????麽?????时?????候?????有?????了?????这?????些?????「?????不?????该?????」?????？
???????我?????深?????x1?????几?????口?????气?????，?????极?????力?????想?????要?????平?????复?????情?????绪?????。?????此?????时?????，?????原?????本?????倾?????倒?????在?????身?????上?????的?????大?????雨?????突?????然?????停?????止?????打?????在?????身?????上?????，?????我?????张?????开?????眼?????睛?????，?????入?????眼?????的?????竟?????是?????沈?????羽?????梣?????。
???????「?????梁?????雨?????若?????？?????你?????怎?????麽?????站?????在?????这?????里?????淋?????雨?????？?????」?????沈?????羽?????梣?????拿?????着?????伞?????，?????撑?????在?????两?????人?????头?????上?????。
???????「?????你?????怎?????麽?????在?????这?????？?????」?????我?????有?????些?????错?????愕?????的?????看?????着?????他?????，?????也?????太?????巧?????了?????吧?????，?????况?????且?????这?????里?????离?????学?????校?????有?????一?????段?????不?????小?????距?????离?????。
???????「?????蛤?????？?????我?????住?????那?????栋?????。?????」?????沈?????羽?????梣?????指?????向?????我?????身?????後?????的?????一?????栋?????公?????寓????????话?????题?????一?????改?????，?????他?????微?????微?????蹙?????起?????眉?????，?????问?????道?????：?????「?????你?????怎?????麽?????哭?????了?????？?????」
内容未完，下一页继续阅读???????「?????我?????没?????哭?????。?????」?????我?????别?????开?????脸?????淡?????淡?????地?????????。
???????「?????没?????哭?????？?????」?????他?????挑?????起?????眉?????，?????好?????整?????以?????暇?????地?????看?????着?????我?????，?????接?????着?????伸?????出?????手?????，?????yu?????用?????食?????指?????关?????节?????处?????，?????轻?????拭?????我?????的?????眼?????角?????。
???????我?????愣?????了?????一?????秒?????，?????随?????即?????向?????後?????退?????了?????一?????步?????，?????有?????些?????防?????备?????的?????看?????着?????他?????，?????语?????气?????淡?????漠?????，?????「?????那?????是?????雨?????。?????」
???????跟?????在?????图?????书?????馆?????一?????样?????，?????他?????叹?????了?????口?????气?????。?????这?????次?????我?????不?????再?????愚?????蠢?????地?????去?????追?????究?????，?????问?????了?????不?????过?????是?????再?????次?????提?????醒?????自?????己?????，?????又?????一?????次?????对?????情?????绪?????失?????去?????控?????制?????。?????这?????种?????提?????醒?????，?????我?????完?????全?????，?????不?????、?????需?????、?????要?????！
???????「?????抱?????歉?????，?????我?????习?????惯?????了?????。?????我?????姊?????以?????前?????很?????Ai?????哭?????，?????每?????次?????哭?????得?????眼?????泪?????鼻?????涕?????挂?????一?????脸?????都?????不?????理?????…?????…?????」?????????道?????一?????半?????他?????顿?????了?????顿?????，?????转?????了?????话?????题?????，?????「?????你?????全?????身?????都?????Sh?????透?????了?????，?????要?????不?????要?????先?????到?????我?????家?????把?????自?????己?????弄?????乾?????？?????等?????雨?????小?????一?????点?????再?????回?????去?????吧?????。?????」
???????「?????嗯?????。?????」?????我?????有?????些?????僵?????y?????地?????点?????了?????点?????头?????。?????也?????好?????，?????反?????正?????我?????本?????来?????就?????不?????想?????回?????去?????。
???????「?????我?????去?????找?????条?????毛?????巾?????给?????你?????，?????你?????先?????在?????这?????等?????我?????一?????下?????。?????」?????沈?????羽?????梣?????领?????我?????到?????他?????家?????客?????厅?????，?????接?????着?????跑?????进?????房?????间?????找?????毛?????巾?????。
???????我?????站?????在?????门?????口?????处?????，?????扫?????视?????着?????客?????厅?????。
???????这?????是?????沈?????羽?????梣?????跟?????他?????朋?????友?????合?????租?????的?????房?????间──?????两?????房?????两?????厅?????一?????卫?????，?????客?????厅?????、?????厨?????房?????、?????浴?????室?????皆?????以?????黑?????白?????为?????主?????sE?????。
???????客?????厅?????落?????地?????窗?????打?????开?????有?????一?????个?????yAn?????台?????，?????小?????小?????的?????，?????最?????多?????大?????约?????只?????能?????站?????三?????、?????四?????个?????人?????，?????yAn?????台?????整?????个?????是?????空?????的?????，?????大?????概?????是?????因?????为?????空?????间?????太?????小?????，?????再?????摆?????东?????西?????就?????无?????法?????移?????动?????。
???????客?????厅?????的?????家?????具?????很?????少?????，?????中?????央?????有?????一?????个?????黑?????sE?????的?????小?????茶?????几?????，?????旁?????边?????有?????两?????张?????r?????白?????sE?????沙?????发?????，?????一?????张?????单?????人?????、?????一?????张?????双?????人?????，?????沙?????发?????上?????的?????枕?????头?????则?????是?????黑?????白?????条?????纹?????。
???????「?????喏?????，?????这?????条?????是?????新?????的?????，?????就?????给?????你?????用?????吧?????。?????」?????他?????递?????给?????我?????一?????条?????淡?????粉?????sE?????的?????毛?????巾?????。
???????「?????嗯?????，?????谢?????谢?????。?????」?????我?????接?????过?????毛?????巾?????，?????悄?????声?????向?????他?????道?????谢?????。
???????「?????没?????什?????麽?????，?????你?????…?????…?????要?????不?????要?????冲?????个?????澡?????？?????」?????他?????有?????些?????犹?????豫?????的?????问?????。
内容未完，下一页继续阅读???????「?????啊?????？?????可?????是?????…?????…?????」?????我?????低?????头?????看?????着?????自?????己?????Sh?????淋?????淋?????的?????衣?????K?????。
???????「?????你?????可?????以?????穿?????我?????姊?????留?????在?????这?????的?????，?????她?????不?????会?????介?????意?????。?????」
???????「?????嗯?????。?????」?????我?????点?????了?????点?????头?????。?????全?????身?????Sh?????答?????答?????的?????，?????衣?????服?????又?????紧?????紧?????贴?????着?????身?????子?????，?????加?????上?????冬?????天?????的?????寒?????气?????着?????实?????不?????舒?????服?????。
???????「?????嗯?????好?????，?????那?????…?????…?????我?????带?????你?????去?????拿?????好?????了?????。?????」?????大?????概?????是?????考?????虑?????到?????贴?????身?????衣?????物?????的?????部?????分?????，?????他?????语?????气?????有?????些?????生?????y?????不?????自?????在?????。
???????虽?????然?????不?????是?????什?????麽?????很?????难?????为?????情?????的?????事?????，?????但?????毕?????竟?????两?????人?????才?????认?????识?????不?????久?????，?????难?????免?????会?????尴?????尬?????。
???????「?????嗯?????。?????」?????我?????再?????度?????点?????了?????点?????头?????。
???????接?????着?????他?????带?????我?????到?????他?????房?????间?????，?????指?????着?????一?????个?????塑?????胶?????制?????的?????黑?????sE?????柜?????子?????????，?????「?????倒?????数?????第?????二?????层?????的?????三?????个?????柜?????子?????都?????是?????我?????姊?????的?????衣?????服?????，?????你?????慢?????慢?????挑?????吧?????，?????我?????去?????换?????个?????衣?????服?????。?????」?????语?????毕?????，?????他?????从?????柜?????子?????里?????拿?????出?????一?????套?????衣?????服?????，?????离?????开?????了?????房?????间?????。